Things I Currently Hate

I hate that I have mood swings.
I hate that I can ignore the world and drown in a book even in a foreign country.
I hate that I don’t know what I want next in my life
I hate my age
I hate that people doubt my knowledge
I hate that I don’t fit in with my generation
I hate that few people in the world understand my idiosyncricies and where they come from
I hate that I have picked mostly crappy books since I graduated from high school
I hate that I fake my confidence because people don’t know I fake it
I hate that I always over relate to characters on television
I hate that the book I just finished made me realize what my true addiction is
I hate that I’m so old school about everything
I hate that I feel out of place in my hometown but that still could never really make me leave it
I hate that I feel like no man will love me the way I’ve built up in my head for one to.
I hate that I’ll never live out my dreams
But what I hate the most is my addiction.

Its simple.

It’s stupid.

It makes me feel like I’m a weak person, but then it makes me feel like I’m superior to others because its profound.

I hate that its something unoriginal and that I’m a walking cliche on a daily basis

I also hate how much Superman had distorted my view on men as a whole.

But what I hate most of all is I’m simply addicted to love.